What was I thinking?
I will answer this in two ways. First, I was thinking, especially after it appeared I would actually be in the study (a story I will tell in a later entry), “I will write a book about this”. After my first experience, as in “Are You Experienced?” by Hendrix, I had an outline all worked out for what this book would look like. I was thinking that it would be this soaring, vast, mystic testimony…